Wow! I’ve always thought that Alaska was pretty but NOT thiHs beautiful!

Thank u for e mailing me and not giving up on me. I had a very depth episode on Clinical Depression after the death of my 4 month old grandson but I’m feeling a LOT better. I always say that meds help a LOT. At least in my case ‘cause a couple of weeks ago, I wasn’t even answering the phone.

I’m also looking for some spiritual guidance and even though you’ve said anything, I get the “vibes” that you are wise in this “dept”. Could you help? At least to refer me or try things I’ve never tried before.

I’m not religious but I do take parts and apply beliefs ofcertain religions. For example: I DO believe in re-incarnation. I believe a lot of things from Buddhism. Their chanting has worked for me in the past but I’m stuck and would like to know more than their chanting. The Library in this county (Martin, FL) doesn’t have any.

Also, this whole thing makes me wonder if this baby was my son re-incarnated. He died in 2001 from an O.D. He was/is a VERY kind soul but lived w/a lot of emotional pain and heroin( (he told me) made him feel like his girlfriend hugged me and told l him: “everything is going to be OK” Cause I asked what did he like about it.

Anyway, I had a dream on Aug 4th, 2001 about his death (in it he had died in Colombia, he was in the coffin and I could clearly see his right side profile. My daughter had to wake me about ‘cause I was talking and crying in my sleep. I was so relieved at the time that it was just a drean but nevertheless, I couldn’t stop crying (it not very common for me to cry anyway) Then, he died Oct 12th (2 months and8 days after)

Maybe you don’t even care about hearing stuff like this but even something in your story telling experience has some insight.

I will understand COMPLETELLY if you don’t like to talk about theses subjects.

I really wish you a very Happy 2014. I think that at least is the beginning of a new cycle.

Martha

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